The Importance of
Being Present
This is intended for parents, educators, professionals, and
anyone who works with our most treasured resource – children. I am a Marriage and Family Therapist, and
have a special focus on working with children and parents. I am also a parent of four. I like to write, and sometimes find that I
best express myself through writing. I
read somewhere that professionally it’s good to “give it away.” This is my attempt to give away some of the
insights that I’ve gleaned as a therapist and a parent.
In this first entry I will attempt to shed some light on the
meaning and importance of being present and attuned with our children. These are terms used often in therapy, and
are useful, but can also feel squishy and vague. I will try to make them less squishy.
One of the modalities that I use in my work with children
that to me embodies being present and attuned, is Experiential Play Therapy. For me it is special, fascinating and
mysterious in that I go into the session not knowing what is going to
happen. I need to be fully present and
attuned, to let go and see what the child does, says, and feels. This attunement binds our relationship, which
in turn leads to its therapeutic value in the child’s ability to then engage
with and work through their issues with a trusted companion.
As a parent, when I am able to be fully present with my own
kids (which certainly isn’t all the time I must admit), I find the experience
to often be equally interesting and fulfilling.
I listen, challenge, coax, wonder…
My kids think, feel, push back, and inform me of who they really are. We are in relationship,
and that allows for us to be present to each other in the moment, through the
good feelings and the difficult. Within
the relationship, teaching can happen, my kids can feel understood, validated, important.
Sounds great, huh? So
why doesn’t this happen all the time?
Probably many reasons, but one biggie is that we get “triggered” as
parents, and this can remove us from the present. Being triggered is normal, but we need to be
aware of our triggers, whether as parent or therapist. When we are triggered our
emotions hijack our brains and we become reactive. This can happen when kids say or do things
that make us feel afraid or anxious, and we may get angry or controlling. We become less attuned to not only our
children, but to ourselves. The feelings
are uncomfortable. Our reactivity is an
attempt to “regulate” our feelings, but it usually has the opposite effect, and
we get stuck in bad parenting moments. Examples
of triggering thoughts are “I need to be in control,” “My child is going to end
up unable to function in life,” “My child is going to hate me if I follow
through with a difficult consequence”…
Being in the present doesn’t mean denying these thoughts or
avoiding the difficult feelings, it means being connected to and aware of them. It’s important to tune in to the feelings and
to see how they might inform us. We need
to slow down our reactions enough so that the feelings and scary thoughts are
not driving the bus, so to speak. Once
slowed down, we might ask ourselves, “What’s happening for me?” “What am I afraid of?” “Where is the feeling coming from?” If our fears are brought up to a conscious
level, we have a much better chance of managing our reactions to them and
staying present with our children.
There is no book that can detail what to do as a parent in
all situations. That’s why there are so
many books, most with very valid things to say. Parenting is fluid. One moment we may be disciplinarian, another
confidant, another teacher, another listener…
We might even get righteously angry.
Being present to our internal experience allows us to use our creativity
and toggle between many forms and expressions of ourselves in a conscious
manner.
In Experiential Play Therapy, it’s amazing what kids can
accomplish given the right opportunity and therapeutic environment. Its effectiveness is more about the process
than about me, which in a good way makes my ego take a back seat. I think this translates to parenting – we are
there to be in a process with our kids, to be engaged, present, and relational,
and then good things tend to happen.
Being present allows us to enjoy the ride. Well, not always, but at least we will be on
the right ride.
Pay special attention to when you get stuck, or “triggered”,
and see if you can see what it’s about.
You may find it interesting. And
be open to considering your family of origin - how you were parented
imperfectly, and continued growth that can still happen for you as you uncover
the sources of your triggers.
One final word – there are many things in our lives, and our
culture, that get in the way of being present.
Technology, work and finances, addictions, streaming shows where you can
watch a whole season of a series in a few days (yes, I’ve run into that one), sports,
etc. You probably have a good idea of
which ones impact you and your family.
It can take a conscious effort to not allow them to take over, and to
use them as appropriate diversions versus avoidance of the inherent difficulty
of being present.
Good luck and let your presence be a present to your children. Too cheesy?
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